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ASS aka anger and sadness

Posted by amber | My Diary | Posted on September 28th, 2010

I have totally been mentally out of circulation this last week. I didn’t have a shocking week I was just very, very angry and very, very sad. According to my husband defcon 3 was reached this weekend.

I am angry that I have this god damn awful CFS

I am angry that I cant have my old life back

I am angry because I don’t deserve to suffer like this

I am angry because my friends (not all) don’t understand what living with CFS is like

I am angry that I cant exercise and just walking exhausts me

I am angry that there isn’t a cure

I am angry that my cat died

I am angry that I cant change this state I am in

And I am sad about the same things

I am sad that I have this god damn awful CFS

I am sad that I cant have my old life back

I am sad because I don’t deserve to suffer like this

I am sad because my friends (not all) don’t understand what living with CFS is like

I am sad because I cant exercise and just walking exhausts me

I am sad that there isn’t a cure

I am sad that my cat died

I am sad that I cant change this state I am in

AND THIS MAKES ME SAD AND ANGRY…

and very, very tired……….

13 Responses to “ASS aka anger and sadness”

  1. Susan says:

    Big hugs, Amber!! Hope you’re able to feel a little better soon XXX

  2. julie says:

    Amber,
    I fully understand where you are coming from, I would use rather stronger words to describe our plight but wouldn’t want to offend other visitors to your site. It is at times a hopeless situation but we have to try and overcome our feelings and make the best we can of a poor situation. I have just returned from a short break away to be confronted with dismissal from my teaching job, one which I loved for over 19 years and all gone thanks to CFS, but I must try to move on. I too missed going skiing this year ,the first time in 19 years but have booked up to go on a ski vacation with friends, I realise I cant ski but will look forward to the surroundings and being in the company of our dear friends.So try and cheer up we’ve got to make the best of the cards we have been dealt and who knows maybe a cure is just around the next corner.
    Julie xxxx

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