Does all this help or am I a junkie!!!!!
Posted by amber | My Diary | Posted on August 14th, 2010
Oct-Nov 2008 = B12 injections twice a week. It made no difference.
Nov 2008 – March 2009 = psychologist. No I am not imagining what I have and its not in my mind. So I stay the same.
Jan 2009 = specialist physician. “You are fine and healthy. Come back and see me in 6 months.
April 2009 = sports physician. I have intravenous potassium or something. Cant even remember now. Still no change.
April 2009 – May 2009= Chinese professor of acupuncture and Chinese medicine. I have acupuncture twice a week, take 2 different herbal tabs and a gross tea – still no difference.
End April 2009 – May 2009 = dietitian. I take multi alkaline powder, echinacea, pantothenic acid and probiotics and follow a low acid diet. No change.
May 2009 = cranio sacral therapist. No change.
August 2009 = homeopath. More weird potions and acupuncture. NO CHANGE!
September 2009 = specialist physician. I am diagnosed with an under active thyroid, scleroderma and chronic fatigue. I take eltroxin. No change. But I am excited because I can now name some things I have ! Sad but true.
October 2009 = stress doctor. He has dealt with people like me so he helps. I don’t feel so alone and isolated. I start take omega 3, 6 and 9; vit c and echinacea. No change but mentally I feel better.
January 2010 = homepath, chiropractor, ect. I get tablets for candida, parasites, insulin problem, adrenals and drops for CF. No change .
February 2010 = acupuncture. This seems to help but when I hit a really bad patch we call it a day because she can not make things any better.
June 2010 = doctor. I get Gericomplex, Sutherlandia, Akrinor (for low blood pressure), Vit C, echinacea. No change … surprise, surprise.
June 2009 = Synexa labs. I get my adrenals tested. They are all messed up. I take cortisone. Feel much better.
August 2010 = I am a work in process.
I have spent an obscene amount of money;
I have seen numerous medical practitioners;
I have consumed vast amount of tablets, potions and drops;
I have had pins stuck all over me;
AND FUCK ALL HAS CHANGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (for the sensitive viewers = sorry)
Which begs the question, am I addicted to getting better?
Is this a bad thing?
And for Gods sake, will anything actually work???????????